:) June 9, 2009
Posted by En Xian in best_friend, love_notes, school_life.2 comments
It’s funny how sometimes life can be har? One moment you thought that everything was against your way and the next thing you know, everything seems to turn out fine. No wonder people said that life is unpredictable… :)
I thought that my results is going to be bad. REAL bad. Those who know me well enough, should know that this semester has been a real struggle for me, to the extend that I feel like putting down everything on my hands and just escape from it. During the study break, I was really struggling trying to focus and let me tell you guys, you can NEVER study biology with a distracted mind. *haha* After my 2 biology papers, I thought I’m going to die for sure, especially for AAB103 General Microbiology. The day when the results were out, I’m was actually damn scared to check my results. Initially, my plan was not to check my results at all. But you know, I just couldn’t resist the eagerness. *haha* When I saw my results, I was relieved. It’s was way better than I expected. :) Although I’m no longer in the first class honours league (In first semester, I barely made it into first class honours with a CGPA of 4.50. :P), I’m definitely going to work harder. That’s for sure. :)
The main concern that I had over the past few months was the problem that exist between my best friend and I. For some bizzare reasons, I lost my ability to communicate with him. We see each other almost every single day and yet most of the time, words just got lost between us. That feeling really sucks to the core. *haha* Things are definitely looking up for the both of us. I can’t help but said that the both of us, really been through alot over the past few months and the greatest test between our friendship, is actually ourselves (or rather… just me. *haha*). After going through all these, it just make me realised how important this friendship is to me. :) And I’m just glad that he’s always there for me and I will definitely going to be there for him, always. I’m not sure whether we will be spending more time in the future but I guess, it’s no longer that important to me. What is more important is that we have each other at heart. :) No doubt, I’m still looking forward to spend time with him no matter what because spending time with him just make me happy lah. Really. :) Although frankly speaking, given a choice, I will want to exchange the time spend with him for more time for him to spend time with his loved one… :)
Last but not least, I think I’ve finally found the right one that I’m willing to move on. :) The feeling is definitely right. I’m just waiting for the right time and I can’t wait for the right time to arrive. :)
Things are definitely looking up! :)
