Knock You Down June 12, 2009
Posted by En Xian in love_notes, music_and_lyrics.2 comments
‘Knock You Down’ – Keri Hilson, Ne-Yo & Kanye West
Keri Hilson
Eh ..not again
Oh, this ain’t supposed to happen to me
Kanye West
Keep rockin, and keep knockin
Whether you Louie Vouitonned up or Reebok’in
You see the hate, that they’re servin on a platter
So what we gon’ have
Desert or disaster?
Keri Hilson
I never thought I’d be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I’m a race
but I already won first place
I never thought I’d.. fall for you as hard as I did
(as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin about our life, our house and kids
Every mornin’ I look at you and smile
Boy you came around
And you knocked me down
(knocked me down)
Chorus :
Keri Hilson
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Ne-Yo
I never thought I’d hear myself say
Ya’ll gon hate
I think I’m gonna kick it with my girl today
(kick it with my girl today)
I used to be Commander in Chief
of my pimp ship flyin high (flyin high)
Til I met this pretty little missile
that shot me out the sky
(oh shot me out the sky)
Hey!
Til I’ma crash it, I don’t know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don’t you know I would baby if I could
Miss independent
oh, to the fullest
No, never too much
She helpin’ me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
Steady pimpin me just after tonight girl
Chorus :
Keri Hilson and Ne-Yo
Sometimes love comes around (love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up when it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up when it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Kanye West
Tell me now can you make it past your caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA?
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams to
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that
always kept you laughin
We, were never meant to be baby we just happened
So please, don’t mess up the trick
Hey young world I’m the new Slick Rick
They say I move too quick
but we cannot let this moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
I coulda got his ass, someone that’s only average
For advice OMG you listen to that bitch?
Woe is me baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin, now I’m crashin
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I’m mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now
I’ma ask him
Keri Hilson
Say you gotta put the good with the bad
happy and the sad
That way you bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh cause, I don’t wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don’t wanna fall back on my face again
(Whoaaa whooaaa)
I’ll admit it, I was scared to answer loves call
(Whoaaa whooaaa)
And if it hits, better make it worth the fall
Chorus
Keri Hilson and Ne-Yo
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)
Keri Hilson
Won’t see it coming when it happens
But when it happens
you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You’ll see when love comes and knocks you down
Won’t see it coming when it happens
but when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you now
When love comes and knocks you down
P.S: 跟自己心爱的人看电影, 虽然是一件简单的事, 但是也是一件幸福的事. :)
:) June 9, 2009
Posted by En Xian in best_friend, love_notes, school_life.2 comments
It’s funny how sometimes life can be har? One moment you thought that everything was against your way and the next thing you know, everything seems to turn out fine. No wonder people said that life is unpredictable… :)
I thought that my results is going to be bad. REAL bad. Those who know me well enough, should know that this semester has been a real struggle for me, to the extend that I feel like putting down everything on my hands and just escape from it. During the study break, I was really struggling trying to focus and let me tell you guys, you can NEVER study biology with a distracted mind. *haha* After my 2 biology papers, I thought I’m going to die for sure, especially for AAB103 General Microbiology. The day when the results were out, I’m was actually damn scared to check my results. Initially, my plan was not to check my results at all. But you know, I just couldn’t resist the eagerness. *haha* When I saw my results, I was relieved. It’s was way better than I expected. :) Although I’m no longer in the first class honours league (In first semester, I barely made it into first class honours with a CGPA of 4.50. :P), I’m definitely going to work harder. That’s for sure. :)
The main concern that I had over the past few months was the problem that exist between my best friend and I. For some bizzare reasons, I lost my ability to communicate with him. We see each other almost every single day and yet most of the time, words just got lost between us. That feeling really sucks to the core. *haha* Things are definitely looking up for the both of us. I can’t help but said that the both of us, really been through alot over the past few months and the greatest test between our friendship, is actually ourselves (or rather… just me. *haha*). After going through all these, it just make me realised how important this friendship is to me. :) And I’m just glad that he’s always there for me and I will definitely going to be there for him, always. I’m not sure whether we will be spending more time in the future but I guess, it’s no longer that important to me. What is more important is that we have each other at heart. :) No doubt, I’m still looking forward to spend time with him no matter what because spending time with him just make me happy lah. Really. :) Although frankly speaking, given a choice, I will want to exchange the time spend with him for more time for him to spend time with his loved one… :)
Last but not least, I think I’ve finally found the right one that I’m willing to move on. :) The feeling is definitely right. I’m just waiting for the right time and I can’t wait for the right time to arrive. :)
Things are definitely looking up! :)
The Blue CD April 6, 2009
Posted by En Xian in love_notes, random_scribbles.2 comments
Today was DAMN boring. I want to study but I can’t because I left all my study materials in my hall. So I spend the whole afternoon watching videos – re-watch ‘America’s Next Top Model Cycle 11′ for the 2nd time, ‘Australia’s Next Top Model Cycle 4′ and ‘康熙来了’. *haha* Oh ya, I also started watching this show called ‘Double Shot At Love’, which I think is damn fucking stupid. It’s a dating show whereby a bisexual twins (who are DAMN HOT AND PRETTY can?!) have to choose to fall in love among 12 males and 12 females. I seriously think that some of the contestants are plain morons. They can practically fight or argue for no apparent reasons, which is like what the fuck lah. *haha* Somehow I think what they are doing is for entertainment value – which I totally don’t really find it entertaining anyway…
Anyway, in the midst of watching the videos, there’s this blue CD that suddenly came to my mind.
For those who don’t know, this blue cd was given to my by HER (which I forgot is during which occasion *haha*) and thus far, I’ve only watched once – 4 years ago, and I’ve chucked it in my drawer since then. The slides were actually done by her, and it’s about the journey of our relationship.
For some unknown reason, I decided to watch again. That few minutes of watching, I teared up. :’( It was a bittersweet feeling to watch the whole presentation again and I realised how much I didn’t cherish HER in the past. One of my good friend, Derrick Chin, once taught me that one shouldn’t regret anything in his or her life and it’s something that I’ve learn to live with for the past few years. For the first time, I actually feel regretful. I wish that I can turn back time so that I can treat HER the way she deserved. I wish I can turn back time so that I can tell HER how much I love her every single day. I wish that I can turn back time so that I can be there for HER all the time. I wish I can turn back time so that I can hold HER hands once again and never let go. But I know… it’s impossible to turn back time. :(
After watching the powerpoint slides, I realised that… I really want to be with HER and I’m really serious about HER. I’m going to do everything I can to win back her heart because… I really love HER. :) I’m going to believe what my heart wants from now onwards…… I just hope that she will realised that……
On a side note, I’m freaking pissed because some fucker stole my NUM sandals. FUCK. The sandals was given to me, by Bunk 4, during my birthday last year. HOW DARE YOU FREAKING STOLE IT?! *haiz* I also can’t do anything right now… It’s already gone… Should have left it inside my house instead… :(
By the way, my aunt and my grandma flew off to Hainan Dao today. Coincidentally, my parents also flew off to another part of China (I forgot which part already *haha*) today. I also feel like going to overseas!!! But hey, examinations is just around the corner. :( I should be focusing right now. *ggggggrrrrrrr* Gotta’ start chionging from tomorrow onwards! 加油!
P.S: Hope to see you around in school. :)
I’ve Got Nothing To Lose… April 2, 2009
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The conversation that I had with Jasmine, Felicia and Yimin make me realised that – I should just give everything I could since I’ve got nothing to lose anyway. What more can I lose? Our friendship? I don’t even know it exist. :( I’ve already decided to sms her every night, to update her on my life starting from 1st April 2009. This is not a April’s fool joke ok! Speaking of April’s fool joke, I shall talk more about it later… :D Anyway, I don’t expect her to reply or what, all I want her to do is… just to read and that’s it. :) Call me crazy, desperate, stupid or what, I don’t care. Just don’t stop me from doing this.
Yesterday night at 1.26am, I’ve received a sms from Jasmine Lam – “Hey, wat if i tell you tt i’m gg to give up on jk, n go for you?”. I’m really didn’t realised it was 1st April and I thought something serious happened between the both of them. As I was feeling down (read my previous entry) and I replied, “What if I tell you I’m willing to try?” *haha* Only to receive her reply that it was an April’s fool joke. -_-”’ What the hell right?
Anyway, my reply wasn’t a joke at all… Wait, let me explain first… First of all, I DO NOT have any additional feelings for Jasmine Lam at the moment. We are just true platonic friends. :) Is just that, she caught me at my moment of weakness – whereby I seriously don’t know to continue to hang on or let it go. Thus, when I saw that sms, I replied her that I’m really willing to try without even thinking. LUCKILY, it was a joke lah. Frankly speaking, if any person were to sms me the same sms during my moment of weakness (and if it’s not a joke), I’ll most probably accept it and thus, making another mistake in my life. :( Maybe that’s why till now, SHE still have doubt in me… Anyway, thanks Jasmine! Coz’ we sms each other for a while more after that and it really makes me feel so much better by just getting it off my chest. :)
But please, don’t play this type of joke again lah. *haha*
It’s Not Going To Happen… April 1, 2009
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Guess like it’s not going to happen… It’s already the last week of school and yet, she still don’t wanna have a lunch with me… *haha* Fine. I’m done with everything. I’m going to try harder next semester. =\
By the way, it’s April’s Fool Day! Yeah, I’m the GREATEST fool of all…
Good night…
P.S: I’m fucking mad… With who? I don’t know. =(
